Please forgive me, I'm about to use my blog to vent a little frustration. I get frustrated when I'm forced to choose between things - even when the choices are clear - because I don't like upsetting people. I want to keep everyone happy. I like being in demand, but sometimes things overlap in unsatisfactory ways and I physically can't be available to everyone. I then add worry to my frustration because I don't want to be forgotten by those I eschew in favour of doing things that are more artistically challenging.
Also, and this is the really petty and stupid (STUPID!) part, I don't want to be usurped for good by someone who comes along to fill in for me in my absence if this person deos it better than me.
There now. I feel a little better.
Do you?
4 comments:
Oh think i may have an idea of what you are talking about.... Well if you need to talk bout it you no im here and im in and have been i the same situation before.
Luv Teags
ps im still waiting to see your myspace lol
Hey Teags,
Thanks for your comment and your offer of an ear. Yay! People are reading my blog! :) My MySpace page is coming, you mark my words. :)
Yeah yeah yeah...
You'll never get your booty into gear to get your myspace page together at the rate you're going...
well i expect it to be great by he way you were talking it up the other night...
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